it was a long time i didnt update my blog. i know the readers getting bored what im trying to say bcs it always a same person and same feeling . nothing change. yeah, i will move on. i will. but it always take time to me heal all the pain. sometimes people dont understand what i feel. they think letting go someone that i love is easy. its hard to unlove you.
it almost one year, and my feeling towards you is still same. idk why i love you. i know u know that i adore you. but u try to ignore that bcs im not what u want. now, i try to motivate myself. that everyone will have their own jodoh in a right time.
i will not love you forever unless your are my husband.