how i wish i want be something special in your life. if i cant be there forever maybe only for awhile. just to accompany you to through all the day all the night with beautiful smile. i want your smile i dont care if you make your smile by my pain. seeing your smile make me satisfied. hearing your laugh will be my favorite ever. maybe we far but my heart always with you. with your soul. its okay if i cant make you smile. i wanna be tough girl with a tough heart. maybe there will be a another guy come into my life and bring me to jannah. i do like you. i do love you. i didn't force myself to do that. i just do. i'm sorry for loving you. i know you don't care. i know you did not read this. i just write. if i tell you, you don't want to hear so i write. i'm not give up i just giving enough. i know you never feel what i feel my pain. its okay.